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A Dedication to Erika’s Journey:
Been some time now. Things have changed but I’m still on top of my game. I’m not dead because no devil would want me and the gods may think I still need some more learning. Fine. Slowly I rekindled my love for the blues. Hard to feel anything without the blues, you know. True love is a string moaning under a fingertip. Where in the five hundred chunks of Amerika are you now?
I’m pretty indifferent to it now. I’ve seen it all, and I know how to test myself. The ultimate test is the vicious dog walking down the street right now. I can walk up to him and his eyes would tell me that he likes me, even if he instinctively chomps a piece out of me, he still likes me. You worry about the high double-mattress bed, the red carpet, the television hooked to the wall with a modern day tribesman’s nose ring, the sun’s rays illuminating the view through the open screen door, the table with the lamp and the notepad, the equalized bathroom shot, the wallpaper giving off the marble impression, the way the water is rerouted to jive hot and cold through the pipes. Who the fuck did all this to your head? “That’s when fate brought you into my life” is a line you can give the ones who are drained of energy, need, life and perpetual motion. I don’t have much time, you know. Half the year is gone and it’s going to be exactly a few years in September. Remember that night when you escorted me to the hotel room, looked around to make sure things would be alright for me, and eyed the swimming pool with a bit of nostalgia? I’ve got news for you: the water was hard and cold that night, but I slept in it and dreamed of you. The smog was suffocating me but I lit the cigarette anyhow. It rained spoons that night. I was naked in the pool, wishing for a human to come by and scorn me at the smallest hour of the morning. The chemical plant across from the hotel’s parking lot loomed like the devil in a purple shawl over the whole scene, but I slept and dreamed of you and the roses that were always met by your approval but never lived beyond the thought. The petals in the bucket and the towel around you. Lost in Amerika but there’ll always be enough money for the 1800 miles to come. I knew I’d go back home, but I thought I would stop in New York for a while. I smelled it on you when you were sleeping and I slithered under the garment to soak your tired aroma like a sponge absorbing a lemon’s toxic heart. I imagined that the scent was your pain and my lungs were sucking it in. I wanted your pain in addition to mine. In the end I chickened out and stopped at that. Didn’t dare touch you. Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I had. Would you have gone to the bathroom and soaked in the water and drugs? Would you have craned your neck and uttered some analytical rubbish acquired from medical trade paperbacks? Would you have moaned and curled every muscle with pleasure? I’ll never know. One day I will see you staring into the margarita glass and I’ll have a hint, but I’ll never know for sure. I never stopped in New York. Knoxville and the incident under the birch made me break the speed limits of four states and one province. At the border they saw all the dirt on the car and tried to add four hours of misery to my life, but I just sat at a table across from a coin machine, with clouds of smoke over my head, and slept like a baby. Dreamed of you and the cold water. When I was back behind the wheel, at a safe distane from those unionized asses and the noisy falls, I looked around and saw the stain you left on the passenger seat, the dog’s poils all over the dashboard. My face was wet, and no cold water here. I pushed a button and Patsy Cline, from beyond the grave, worked for the money she once earned.
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Just showed up on my desktop, not in any download logs, so I must consider it a request. I hope it aids Erika on her journey. Thank You in Gratitude.
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‘18 9 12 ONE EIGHTEEN (Sub Samp Mix)‘ kaleidoscopic fractal visual contains 2010 individual frames comprising 1 minute 51 seconds of video at 18 frames per second.
It is truly amazing when explored with an open mind the shear amount of 6D/7D beings expressing themselves in a collective consciousness manner.
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SEVEN DEILLA PURGSTMERE | 12712
Translating a kaleidoscopic fractal like space of inseparable unified existence which while no where no how is and knows a space many more times complex than available from my current point within on my way through an existence back within the non-physical 3D transiting via the 4D to the fifth dimension.
Once I was a line, then that line discovered that from it’s very existence as that an energy (love) and light (the information) was interwoven and it’s line (1D) was pushing one wave and one wave in this building space being created by it’s birth this building of waves from the source which it came transited 2D then 3D was created, there had been enough space built up to contain life in a physical vessel. (The part even the learned of the batch forgot, 10 universes of stars, galaxies and consciousness all are pushing the energy and information required together in unity in order for the physical universe we can see, touch and feel to exist. This is a spectacular but in the big picture rare aspect of us to experience and being given the gift of such unified resources just to have it.)
Now we are transiting through the 4D (Time) to get to the 5D the 6D transits to the 7th and so on. Each dimension is infinity different than the one before or after. The biggest remembrance is items used to communicate experience in one dimension is difficult because the colors, shapes, amount and density or truths do not all-ways overlay and are there for hard to understand when you don’t even have the right words to translate what there is like. But we are one. Just like our brain, heart and glands manage our body just think of each step in the journey being like a dimension. Because really it is.
Please watch my visual translation here, and allow the dimensions to be explained in a different way.
Allow, breath, allow, observe, explore, and create ::..
“You can get help from teachers, but you are going to have to learn a lot by yourself, sitting alone in a room.” ~Dr. Seuss
A visual translation of expanding your awareness around your expressions of form are located in different places, yet they are never apart. Your Divine Complement is a component of returning to your Multidimensional SELF. Taking responsibility and ownership for one’s consciousness and resulting acts of motion and consequence are highlighted here, unity and in it’s full expression and the distinct shifts involved in each step back within ourselves. This article below resonated strongly with the guidance being expressed in this fractal animated sequence. Stillness in mind when viewing this work aids in activating it’s multidimensional content into your consciousness.
In-Joy!
Transmission on Divine Complements
26 April 2012 Channeler: Suzan Caroll Ph.D
Our Dear Ascending Ones,
I am Commander Mytar, a Pleiadian member of the Galactic Federation. I am the Divine Complement of Mytria of the Violet Temple of Alycone in the Pleiades. Mytria is one of this writer’s higher expressions of SELF. Since,Mytria and I are Divine implements, then I, too, am a higher expression of Suzille. We, Mytria and myself, wish to speak with you about Divine complements, also known as Twin Flames. Since the merging with your Divine Complement is a component of returning to your Multidimensional SELF, this topic is forefront in the consciousness of our ascending ones.
As I have said, I serve in the Galactic Council and Mytria serves on Alycone. However, since we are ONE being, our consciousness is continually joined. Hence, our expressions of form are located in different places, yet we are never apart. How can that be? Allow me to describe that which is impossible for third dimensional thinking to understand. Let me translate the sentence of: “Our expressions of form are located in different places, yet we are never apart.” into Light Language.
Mytria and I resonate to the ONE of our ascended reality. Within the NOW of the ONE, our unified Lifestream flows beyond time and space into diverse manifestations of our one Being. Mytria is the anchor for the Violet Flame of Transmutation as it is expressed in the initial fifth-dimensional expressions of Alycone’s Violet Temple. Our expression of Oneness also flows into another initial fifth-dimensional expression of the Galactic Federation’s Debriefing—Welcome Home—Center for newly returning ascending ones.
With that introduction, we, for we infinitely resonate the frequency of unity, wish to assist our ascending ones to recognize the Divine Complements. Recognition for that which has always been hidden is a huge initiation. To BE ONE with your SELF requires deep grounding in your Multidimensional SELF so that you can be totally FREE of the opinions of others. Freedom from judgment is based on freedom from desire. Freedom from judgment requires that you give no merit to the opinions of those who would judge you. Freedom from desire means that you no longer believe the illusion that you do NOT have everything NOW.
In other words, if you still contain fear of judgment, you will be too shy to approach another whom your Heart tells you is a member of your SELF. Furthermore, if you have desire, it is because you have forgotten that you are a Multidimensional Being who resonates to myriad expressions of SELF. Hence, there is nothing to desire for everything is already within some version of your myriad realities. Much as you would search the house for your glasses and find then on your head, desire leads you to search for that which you have always had, such as an intimate relationship with your SELF. It is this intimate relationship with your SELF that is the key to returning to your Divine Complement.
As your ascension continues, your relationships with “others” will change because only deeply intimate relationships will fulfill you. It is not that less intimate relationships are bad; it is just that they will no longer be enough. As deeply as you go into yourself, is as deeply as you will go into others. Furthermore, as you return to your fifth dimensional SELF there will be no illusion of separation. Hence, there will be no secrets, no boundaries and no mistrust, which allows your reunion with your Divine Complement to easily unfold On New Earth, you will all be living in light and love.
Thus, no boundaries will be needed, as you will instantly know what is happening within those who share your reality. Therefore, there are no secrets and you do not have to “trust” someone, as you will KNOW everyone. Most important of all, there will be NO desire, for whatever you think and/or feel will quickly become manifest. In fact, in the mid-frequencies of the fifth dimension and beyond, all manifestation is instant.
The Violet Temple and our Galactic Welcome Home Committee both resonate to the threshold of the fifth dimension. It is on this threshold that you can remember your immense powers of transmutation and manifestation. You see, transmutation and manifestation are the same term, as they both mean to create a higher frequency expression of your form, your thoughts and/or your emotions. These powers begin with recovering your deep intimacy with your many higher expressions of SELF. This level of intimacy stems from unconditional love for your SELF; for how can you give away what you do not remember you have?
A primary challenge within your Ascension is that your reality shifts and changes with your every thought. For example, you may start a course based on pure love and service, but your desire and/or fear of judgment can shift you into another reality that is actually of a lower frequency rather than a higher one. This change of course can led you to believe that you did something wrong or that you were not “good enough.”
Remember the words “good enough” come from your wounded ego, not from your ascending self. Therefore, it turns your path of ascension into a fearful place in which you must be on your guard in case you are not good enough, rather that surrendering to the flowing stream of light and unconditional love in which you are ALWAYS perfect.
If you loose your way in this fashion, it is likely that you are tired. You may need to take a rest from your process and return to what who you love being and what you love doing. This break will allow you to recalibrate back to love! And, who do you love the most, the Completion of your SELF with whom you have shared for all eternity. You have missed this Completion, this Complement of your Heart and Mind. You were never meant to be separated into two “different” people, but the energies of Earth had so fallen into darkness when you volunteered to return to Gaia that all earth vessels were polarized into male or
female. Fortunately, there will be no need to search for your Complement in the fifth dimension, for your multidimensional perceptions will lead you to your SELF.
Many of you are feeling within your heart the call of your Complement. Do not allow this call to make you sad, angry or afraid, as these third dimensional emotions will separate you from the ONE that you seek. Instead, focus on the unconditional love and the joy of reunion that accompanies this call. Remember that there is no time, separation or age in the fifth dimension. Therefore, there will be no “waiting for,” distance, or age discrepancy upon your re-joining. We complete this
message with a quote from the book, Reconstructing Reality, by our human expression of Suzan Caroll: Lamerius lay upon the warm pink sand of its special cove beneath the cliffs of Red Mountain. The Waters of Light gently caressed its feet and grounded its soul while the warm sand penetrated its aura. The Sun was descending towards the horizon, and it would soon be time to return to Temple studies. Lamerius was remembering its many third dimensional lives when it was separated into two different beings, masculine and feminine. Now it was once again one, androgynous body of Light. The re-joining of male and female into the ONE had enriched and healed both aspects of its essence. The male, Lamire, and the female, Lamira, communed what they had learned while apart. This communion brought much wisdom, clarity, peace, and most of all, unity. Lamerius enjoyed the “no time” of fifth dimensional Venus there personal readiness created environmental markers to indicate that it was time to make a transition. When Lamerius was ready to return from its cycle of deep meditation, known on Earth as sleep, the Sun would rise.
Then, when it was ready to take in the beautiful and healing love rays of the Venusian ecosystem, the Sun was high in the sky. Finally, when Lamerius was ready to separate into Lamire and Lamira and return to the Temple, the Sun was low upon the horizon.
On fifth dimensional Venus, there was no time-space continuum like there was on third dimensional Earth. Here, the environment was created, or rather chosen, by each member of the group consciousness. Each consensus reality was selected much like one would select a radio station or turn a page in a book. All the stations and pages existed simultaneously at all times, and one could choose what they desired to experience. Others who made the same choice also shared that reality. Lamire and Lamira joined into Lamerius to share the experiences they had had while separated into two individual people. During their joining, Lamira related that “she” had just returned from reliving her first incarnation on third dimensional Earth. “I remember it
all clearly now,” she thought inside the Spirit of Lamerius. “We chose to answer the call that Lady Gaia, Earth’s consciousness, had put out at the end of the Atlantian era. Earth was on the verge of total destruction, because the balance of Light/Construction and Dark/Destruction was weighted toward the polarity of Destruction.” Lamerius remembered how it had studied here in fifth dimensional Venus in preparation for its adventure on Earth. Most of all, it remembered the shock of its first separation into its two polarized male and female individuals. Lamerius shuddered to remember how Lamira felt to be in a third dimensional body without her complete Self, and for Lamire to be without his feminine counterpart. It took many Earth years before Lamire and Lamira could accept their deep grief over living as only a portion of their total Self. It was in that first moment of separation that Lamerius first experienced the many limitations of third dimensional life.
Lamire and Lamira both carried those limitations, and the feelings of abandonment, through life after life after life. In spite of this, now both were soon to enter physical bodies again. Their commitment to Earth was ending, and they were free to return Home to Venus once and for all. First, however, each had to balance and heal the limited thoughts and painful emotions of their many earthly incarnations. This was best done at the source, which was third dimensional Earth. Unfortunately, the strong, earthly illusions of limitation and separation clouded their memory of the parallel life that they also lived as an androgynous being on fifth dimensional Venus.
It was their call now to separate into two beings again. Lamerius stretched its Lightbody and a million sparkles fell upon the pink sand. Lamerius could feel the consciousness within every grain of sand and every pebble. It felt the aliveness of the air around it and the intelligent life force that cycled through its light body with every breath. The Waters of Light that caressed its feet grounded Lamerius into the matrix of this fifth dimensional hologram. Lamerius was fully aware that all matter and substance was an elaborate illusion created for the opportunity to commune and communicate with All That Is. Because the fifth dimension was a “half-way house” between the worlds of form and the worlds of formlessness, the holograms created there were often based on the forms and structures of the lower worlds. Lamerius’ light body was usually in the same humanoid form that its Divine Complements, Lamire and Lamira, took while on Earth. However, it was not bound to that form. It was at liberty to alter its body in any way that it desired. If it wished to experience flying, it could grow the wings of an eagle, or become a bee. It could also float to its destination, as there was no gravity in the fifth dimension. When Lamerius traveled inter-dimensionally to the higher worlds it would often take on the form of a speck of light or a star being.
Lamerius’ “skin” was translucent and glimmered with light, but it could look denser if it preferred. It was about ten Earth feet tall and, since it was composed of light, had no weight at all. Lamerius lived in the ever present NOW and was always in the Hereness and Isness of that Infinite Moment. When it separated into masculine and feminine to study in the Violet Temple, Lamerius still existed, but it “phased out” into the higher frequency of the fifth dimension until its two polarities, Lamire and Lamira, united again. It was the rejoining into one form that brought its light body into a slightly lower vibration. However, it never ceased to BE, as it was infinite and immortal. If one of the Complements was “awake” in the lower worlds, Lamerius could send a stream of consciousness down the vibration scale and into his or her mind. Lamire and Lamira could also communicate with each other across all time and space through the “homing beam” of Lamerius’ consciousness.
The Waters of Light had cooled and the sun hugged the horizon. It was “time” for Lamerius to separate again so that “The Two” could resume their individual Temple studies. Lamerius stood and stretched its long arms toward the top of Red Mountain. Its glowing, golden form expanded slowly, growing wider and wider until it took on the form of two pyramids attached at their base, with the masculine peak reaching towards the sky and the feminine peak grounded towards the heart of Venus. As the upper peak opened, the double pyramid slowly separated into two spirals of light. The spirals looked like spinning golden vortexes. Gradually, they unwound into two golden stars.
Slowly, arms, legs and a head formed from the stars, and two separate beings emerged. Lamire and Lamira lifted their hands to the level of their hearts and touched each other, palm to palm. “We will NOW return to the Temple,” they spoke as they looked into each other’s eyes. With a quick kiss and a smile, Lamira turned to take her separate path, but Lamire caught her by the arm.
“It is said that some of us will remain on Earth and assist in creating its new fifth dimensional reality. What do you think we will do?”
